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We are 138. [15 Mar 2004|10:03pm]
Man do I love Adam. Hes my perfect drug fo sho. *sigh*

Today was decent. I lived. Adam and I gave Mr.Agrosso a bananna! YAY! hehehe.

Well I really dont feel like typing out my day. SO take care kids.

<3April
1But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

sasadf [15 Mar 2004|07:04pm]
Possitve outlook on life...just went out the window.
3But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

ya know. [14 Mar 2004|02:15pm]
I dont get why people walk all over me and treat me like shit. Im nothing but nice to these people and I get practically shit in return. Im starting to see people for what they really are and Im just sick of taking everyones shit...and I mean EVERYONE that treats me like shit. Not just one specific girl or boy Im talkin everyone out there that walks all over me. GO find someone niave cuz thats not me anymore.
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doo dee dum doo doo dee dum. [04 Mar 2004|05:20pm]
Lately I have been counting my blessing a lot. I mean hell, what do I honestly have to complain about?

1. I have a decent family life, my mom and I are tight and my sister and I are starting to bond more.
2.I have fantastic friends, I know who the right friends are in the group to go 2 and they have helped me out immensly through-out the years (thank you so much)
3.I have a fucking amazing boyfriend who I love beyond words, just looking into your eyes sends shivers down my spine knowing that you love me as much as I love you. (thanks for being so amazing).
4. My school life is going decently, Im not doing horrid in Chem and Algebra is slowly rolling into place.
5. I think I'm at the peek of my sprituality (not religion wise) but the fact of being comfortable with myself and how I project myself.
6. I've been molded into a good person through-out the years and I deffinetly know im at the high point of my personality and people skills. My morals have never been higher.
7. I know where Im going in life. Not fully, but I know what I want to be (a psychologist) and I feel 100% secure that THAT is what I am going to do.

THere is just so goddamn goodness in my life, that I sometimes wonder why I could be so selfish with my depression. I do have mood changes, and lack of motivation. I am sad often, and I sit and wonder...why dwell on it? Whats the point. Theres just so much awesomeness I experience each and everyday, that its pointless to want to die. Its pointless for me to sit around hoping to die, or waiting to die.

Im gunna get going...thats my revalation for the day.

<3April
2But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

uh oh. [02 Mar 2004|06:57am]
Metro Credit Union interview today...*don don don* Im scuuurreeedd. Wish me luck so I can work at the bank bitches!!

<3April
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quizzies. [27 Feb 2004|05:07pm]
You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.
You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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You are BOB! You are drug free. You also fear
needles and doctors but that is ok. HEY FUCK
YOU MAN!!


What SLC PUNK Character are you?
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hmhmhmhm [22 Feb 2004|12:30am]
My theme song.

Oh look at how she listens
She says nothing of what she thinks
She just goes stumbling through her memories
Staring out on to Grey Street

She thinks, “Hey,
How did I come to this?
I dream myself a million times around the world,
But I can’t get out of this place”

There’s an loneliness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart

You know she wishes it was different
She prays to God most every night
Though she knows well "HE" doesn’t listen
There’s still a hope in her "HE" might

She says, “I pray
But my prayers they fall on deaf ears,
Am I supposed to take it on myself
To get out of this place?”

Now there’s loneliness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now
It felt like cold blue ice in her heart
When all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart

She hears the voices they're outside her door
Says take what you can from your dreams
And make them as real as anything
It’d take all the work out of the courage

But she says, “Please
There’s a crazy man, he's creeping outside my door,
I live on the corner of Grey Street and the end of the world”

There’s an emptiness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now
It felt like cold blue ice in her heart
She feels like kicking out all the windows
And setting fire to this life
She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright
But all the colors mix together - to grey
And it breaks her heart
It breaks her heart
To grey
1But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

[19 Feb 2004|10:27am]
Question for all...

How do Octapus have sex?
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burn the witches burn the witches take no time to sew the stitches... [11 Feb 2004|05:55pm]
dominatrix
You are a dominatrix!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!


What kind of porno would you star in?
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hm [11 Feb 2004|05:27pm]
new layout worship it forever.
My cool edge painting I did in Basic Drawing! AHH worship it bias.




1But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

I adore this movie. [10 Feb 2004|08:23pm]
"What is plucked will grow again,
What is slain lives on,
What is stolen will remain--
What is gone is gone."


"But I must go on, for it is never finished. Even when I wake, I cannot tell what is real, and what I am dreaming as I move and speak and eat my dinner. I remember what cannot have happened, and forget something that is happening to me now."

"When I was alive, I believed--as you do--that time was at least as real and solid as myself, and probably more so. I said 'one o'clock' as though I could see it, and 'Monday' as though I could find it on the map; and I let myself be hurried along from minute to minute, day to day, year to year, as though I were actually moving from one place to another. Like everyone else, I lived in a house bricked up with seconds and minutes, weekends and New Year's Days, and I never went outside until I died, because there was no other door. Now I know that I could have walked through the walls."


"Everything dies. It is good that everything dies. I want to die when you die. Do not let him enchant me, do not let him make me immortal."

"Great heroes need great sorrows and burdens, or half their greatness goes unnoticed."
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Get the gun...uh uh... [10 Feb 2004|07:40pm]
Today was one of those days where I just layed down after school and figured perhaps I would be better off not waking up for a few....years.
2But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

[08 Feb 2004|08:34pm]




take the virgin-whore dichotomy quiz.


and go to mewing.net. where we're all studs.

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I hate this so called life. [05 Feb 2004|07:47pm]
"Slowly, over the years, the data will accumulate in your heart and mind, a computer program for total negativity will build into your system, making life feel more and more unbearable. But you won't even notice it coming on, thinking that it is somehow normal, something about getting older, about turning eight or turning twelve or turning fifteen, and then one day you realize that your entire life is ajust awful, not worth living, a horror and a black blot on the white terrain of human existence. One morning you wake up afraid you are going to live...My spirit, my emotional being, whatever you want to call all that inner turmoil has nothing to do with physical existence, were long gone, dead and gone, and only a mass of the most fucking god-awful excruciating pain like a pair of boiling tongs clamped tight around my spine and pressing on all nerves was left in its wake...the deeply depressed are just the walking, waking dead."
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I will always love you.... [03 Feb 2004|09:51pm]
Today was fun. Went with Marianne to McDonalds, encountered the evil lincoln boys! Then we went to the coffee beanery to study but alas, some freaky girls were video taping eachother falling off chairs, uber annoyin so we went to tim hortons, chilled and on our way out some ladies wanted to see the medals on my coat...weird.
Then we jammed the the spice girls on the way home :) Then Kel came over, picked out one of my dresses that looks fantastic on her, and its exciting. :)YAY!

Welp, Im off!

xxx
2But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

We're dying for a reason to cryyyy at niighhtt! [01 Feb 2004|01:39pm]
Guitar practice was fun, Larry still has my fuckin HIM cd tho. *sad face*

Mariannes comin to pick me up in a few, we're gunna rock the hot chocolate followed by some nice long parabola problems...finding the vertex wuddup?! I hope she can help me, becuz I am forever lost in Algebra...*dies*

THEN I get to *sings* "Fashion...turn to the left...FASHION! turn to right...ooooooooo FASHION!" haha...work on the fashion sho with Jethie.


Todays alright, I wish I didnt have to go to school tomarrow though...Maybe I'll get my punk rock color wheel back from Mrs.Walker tho!! *hopes*

<3April
xxx
I Don't Like The Drugs

god. [31 Jan 2004|11:18pm]
I dont understand why E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E thinks love is what Im searching for. Its not at all. It doesnt make situations or moods any better.

I've stopped caring who Im pushing away, I dont care anymore. Maybe it's best if I just dont have any body. No one gets hurt that way.

I just dont care anymore.
1But The Drugs Like Me // I Don't Like The Drugs

dude. [31 Jan 2004|12:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Kids, I need new friends, I need more people to hang out with outside of school n shit. So hit me up if ya wanna be my new pal. :)

<3April

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~*~ [30 Jan 2004|09:13pm]
Tragedy strikes at the routes of all evil.
I Don't Like The Drugs

Stolen from Kelsa. [30 Jan 2004|09:12pm]
DemonWings
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.


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